BOOK EXCERPT: No Apologies by J.M. Snyder

by J.M. Snyder


BLURB: Donnie Novak and Jack Sterling have known each other forever.
Growing up together in a small Midwestern town, they were best
friends. After high school, they both enlisted in the U.S. Navy at the
same time, and somehow were assigned to the same company before being
stationed on the U.S.S. Oklahoma together.

One night on leave, Donnie crosses an almost imperceptible line
between friendship and something more. A stolen kiss threatens to ruin
what Donnie and Jack have built up together all these years, and the
next morning, he can’t apologize enough.

But a squadron of Japanese bombers has their sights trained on Pearl
Harbor’s Battleship Row, and in the early hours of December 7, 1941,
Donnie might not get a chance to set things right.


Inside the galley, the tables are already crowded with sailors in
dungarees, their trays filled with eggs and potatoes and toast. I fake
a half-hearted grin when Ralph waves, and Jack looks at me briefly
before turning back to his food. No smile, just a naked wariness I put
on his features, and I’m not hungry anymore. I just go through the
motions of getting a tray and letting the cook fill it up. Jack hates
me, I know it.

I sit down beside Ralph; across the table, Jack looks up at me and I
have to choke back a sudden sob that burns my throat. “Hey,” he says

“Hey.” I toy with the food on my tray, mashing the eggs with my fork
and trying not to watch his jaw as he chews. “Chuck’s still asleep,
lazy ass.”

Ralph laughs. “He’s still passed out, you mean,” he says, finishing
off his own eggs. “You guys shouldn’t drink so much. I ain’t dragging
you back to the ship again. Next time, I’ll just leave you there. You
can explain to the captain why you didn’t make it back.”

Jack smiles and even though it’s not at me, my heart still rises to
see the curve of his lips. “You wouldn’t do that.”

He’s right — Ralph isn’t the type to leave his friends. He’s
threatened it before but always gets us back safe.

“Just watch me,” Ralph warns. “You never know. Just you wait and see.”

An uneasy silence falls around us, despite the talk at other tables. I
manage to get a forkful of eggs into my mouth, but they taste soggy
and bland and it’s all I can do to swallow them down. I want to tell
Jack I’m sorry again, I want to apologize until he has to forgive me,
he just has to, but I don’t want to say anything with Ralph right here
because then he’ll want to know what I’m sorry for, and I know Jack
wouldn’t want me to say. I’m sure he’d just rather forget, or pretend
the whole thing never happened, and I wonder if he still tastes my
lips on his. I want to ask him that, I want to know …

Ralph’s voice startles me. “What’s wrong, Don?”

I grimace at my tray and don’t know how I’m going to finish this food
— I don’t feel like eating now. From across the table, Jack glances
at me with a slight frown on his face, a worried look that silences
me. Don’t tell, that look says.

When I don’t answer him, Ralph adds, “You look like you just lost your
best friend. And you’re on leave, boy. Cheer the hell up, already.”

Well, Ralph, I want to say, I did lose my best friend. For one little
kiss, I threw everything we had away.

What the hell was I thinking? I wasn’t that drunk, I wasn’t.



J.M. Snyder

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